Mark 10.32-45
The lonely artist had made up his mind. Today was the day he would end it all for good. He climbed the tropically wooded hill behind his Tahitian hut, more alone than he had ever been.
The now-famous French painter and atheist Paul Gauguin had failed to achieve meaningful success as a painter in his lifetime. He’d abandoned his wife and children, alienated his friends, and headed to Tahiti in search of the authentic life untouched by the poisons of conventionality, greed, and power. Now he had come to the end.
Just days before, he’d completed one last painting, intended as his final testament to the world. He’d described its philosophical ambition to a friend as “comparable to that of the gospel.” It was a massive, three-panel work depicting Tahitian women of all life phases. Moving from right to left, it showed the beginning of life in an infant and the end of life in a sad, old woman—and various stages between. In English it was titled: Where do we come from? What are we? Where are we going?
And now, having finished his greatest work, Gauguin walked up the wooded hill and swallowed all the arsenic in the tin. But he ingested too much arsenic, causing him to violently vomit the poison before it could take effect. He managed to find his way back down the hill, and would die a few years later at the age of 54.
But those three questions—Where do we come from? What are we? Where are we going?—didn’t come from Gauguin. They came from a Christian leader in France named Bishop Felix Dupanloup who drew from a much larger story than himself.
Gauguin had studied under this dynamic Christian leader during most of his teen years. Dupanloup’s introduction to Christianity instilled in Gauguin the practice of pondering these basic questions about God, our selves, and others. Dupanloup was convinced that once these three questions get into our hearts and minds they cannot be erased—not completely anyway, particularly in this young student. No matter how far he roamed (or ran) from God—no matter how he tried to shake his past—the passionate bishop’s three questions, those he taught as more fundamental than all the others, could not leave the tormented and seemingly unyielding Gauguin. They became the substance of his final testament.
On that hilltop, when questioning the value of his own life, Gauguin had three questions for God:
Where do we come from?
What are we?
Where are we going?
We all have questions for God. Some of our questions would just require answers in the form of information as an explanation.
However, some of our questions want an answer in the form of God getting actively involved in our every day lives.
If you could ask God to do one thing for you today, what would you ask God to do for you?
Would you ask God to fix your marriage?
Would you ask God to bring back your rebellious kids?
Would you ask God to help you pass your midterm exams?
Would you ask God to increase your paycheck?
Maybe, instead of asking God to get you a pay raise, you would ask him to let you hit the lottery so you could retire immediately and live in leisure for the rest of your life.
Would you ask God to explain all of the suffering in the world—the miscarriages, the cancers, the drunken drivers that kill parents and children, the homelessness, the starvation, the wars?
Would you ask God to explain one of the harder things to understand in the Bible?
For example, would you ask God what the unforgivable sin is?
Or, would you ask God to tell you the day and time and Jesus was going to return so that you could make sure you are ready to meet him?
Each of us has a list of questions that we would want to ask God right now, if we were face-to-face.
In this morning’s Biblical text, chosen for us by the lectionary for this Fifth Sunday in Lent, we are going to hear two of Jesus’ disciples, James and John, ask Jesus to do one special thing for them.
Let’s hear from our Biblical text together now.
Mark 10.32-45 says this:
[32] And they were on the road, going up to Jerusalem, and Jesus was walking ahead of them. And they were amazed, and those who followed were afraid. And taking the twelve again, he began to tell them what was to happen to him, [33] saying, “See, we are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be delivered over to the chief priests and the scribes, and they will condemn him to death and deliver him over to the Gentiles. [34] And they will mock him and spit on him, and flog him and kill him. And after three days he will rise.”
[35] And James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came up to him and said to him, “Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.” [36] And he said to them, “What do you want me to do for you?” [37] And they said to him, “Grant us to sit, one at your right hand and one at your left, in your glory.” [38] Jesus said to them, “You do not know what you are asking. Are you able to drink the cup that I drink, or to be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?” [39] And they said to him, “We are able.” And Jesus said to them, “The cup that I drink you will drink, and with the baptism with which I am baptized, you will be baptized, [40] but to sit at my right hand or at my left is not mine to grant, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared.” [41] And when the ten heard it, they began to be indignant at James and John. [42] And Jesus called them to him and said to them, “You know that those who are considered rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great ones exercise authority over them. [43] But it shall not be so among you. But whoever would be great among you must be your servant, [44] and whoever would be first among you must be slave of all. [45] For even the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.” (ESV)
We all know, well, at least most of us know, that there is a social code that makes some questions inappropriate.
For example:
Asking a friend how much money they make…inappropriate.
Asking someone at the polls who they voted for…inappropriate.
Asking a relative to give you a job over more qualified candidates…inappropriate (and illegal).
Asking your wife how much she weighs…inappropriate (and also dangerous).
In this morning’s Biblical text, two of the disciples, James and John have an inappropriate question that they ask Jesus.
Well, to be more exact, with a detail from Matthew’s biography of Jesus that also records this event, James and John have a question that they ask their Mommy to ask Jesus for them.
Doubly inappropriate.
And, their question is “Can you make us more important than everyone else in the Kingdom of Heaven by giving us the seats directly on you left and right. This way when everyone looks at you, their Savior, they will also see us!”
They obviously forgot what they heard Jesus teach when he said:
[7] Now he told a parable to those who were invited, when he noticed how they chose the places of honor, saying to them, [8] “When you are invited by someone to a wedding feast, do not sit down in a place of honor, lest someone more distinguished than you be invited by him, [9] and he who invited you both will come and say to you, ‘Give your place to this person,’ and then you will begin with shame to take the lowest place. [10] But when you are invited, go and sit in the lowest place, so that when your host comes he may say to you, ‘Friend, move up higher.’ Then you will be honored in the presence of all who sit at table with you. [11] For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted.” (Luke 14:7–11, ESV)
With that being said, there are three main problems with the question that James and John have their Mommy ask Jesus.
First, their question shows a superficial understanding of what it means to follow Jesus.
James and John knew that Jesus was moving forward towards glory and world renown.
However, they didn’t know that the glory and world renown was going to come through rejection, suffering, pain, and death.
Jesus did tell them about this upside down path to glory and world renown in John 10:14–15, when Jesus says to us:
[14] I am the good shepherd. I know my own and my own know me, [15] just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. (ESV)
And, later on, in his letter to the Church after Jesus’ death and resurrection, John reminds us of Jesus’ death and our responsibility to make similar sacrifices for others in our leadership.
1 John 3:16–18 tell us this:
[16] By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers. [17] But if anyone has the world’s goods and sees his brother in need, yet closes his heart against him, how does God’s love abide in him? [18] Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth. (ESV)
Following Jesus means doing what Jesus did—considering the needs of others more important than your own, or, sacrificing your own comfort and resources to make sure those around you have what they need for life and love.
Second, their question shows that they have an inflated opinion of themselves.
The ironic thing is that James and John want everyone to see what great leaders they are, but they don’t even have the guts to ask Jesus the question about being leaders in His Kingdom themselves. Mommy has to do it for them.
James 4:8–10 says:
[8] Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. [9] Be wretched and mourn and weep. Let your laughter be turned to mourning and your joy to gloom. [10] Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will exalt you. (ESV)
Humbling ourselves goes against human inclination.
Because of the sin into which we are born, we enter this world and make our way through this world thinking and believing that there is no one smarter than us, no one more capable than us, and no one more deserving of a pat on the back than us.
Pastor Timothy Keller of Redeemer Presbyterian in New York City once wrote that another way to describe sin is self-centeredness.
And, that is exactly what James’ and John’s problem was when their asked their inappropriate question. They were being selfish and self-centered, or, sinful, and thought that they were better in every way when compared to the rest of their friends and family.
Third, their question shows that they misunderstand how God measures greatness.
When James and John brought their question to Jesus, they were operating with the world’s understand of greatness.
According to the world’s sinful understanding of greatness, greatest comes from having the most trophies, the highest grade point average, successful kids, the most money, the fanciest and most expensive possessions, going on lavish vacations, and holding the highest position of power possible within and organization which would give you the most amount of employees/servants underneath you to do your bidding.
However, in Matthew 23:11–12, Jesus tells us how God measures greatness when he says:
[11] The greatest among you shall be your servant. [12] Whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted. (ESV)
Jesus is always the greatest among us.
Jesus humbled himself by dying on the cross even though he was sinless and innocent before God so that you could be rescued from death and eternal separation from God.
And, therefore, God exalted Jesus so that at one point or another, before or after physical death, every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus is Lord. Some will do this to glory in Heaven, and some will do this to judgment and destruction in Hell.
Confess Jesus as Lord and Savior today.
Jesus puts your needs before his own.
Jesus shows you what real leadership is.
Jesus shows you that real leaders serve others in the Kingdom of God and Jesus showed you that by example in His life, death, and resurrection for you.
In a devotion that I shared with you through email and over Bethel’s social media accounts this week we heard this verse:
Who is the greater, one who reclines at table or one who serves? (Luke 22:27)
And, then, we were given this short commentary, titled, “The Servant Is Greater.”
When the Lord asked the disciples this question in the Upper Room, it seemed obvious that the one being waited on is greater. In the world, the more people you have doing what you want, the greater you are. This is what we sinners desire. But Jesus said, “I am among you as the one who serves” (Luke 22:27). He washed their feet; He fed them the Sacrament. In God’s kingdom, it’s not the one who receives service but who gives service who is greater.
God is pure, self-giving love. He did not create man to serve Him (as if He needed anything) but so that He might serve man—breathing life into His people, blessing us with the gifts of His creation, and ultimately laying down His life for us. God is glorified in giving Himself to man, not in man giving Himself to God.
We gather for worship, then, as receivers. We give God nothing except the sacrifice of thanksgiving for the mercy He freely bestows. It truly is divine service. The Lord is still among us as the One who serves—from His font and pulpit and table. The highest form of worship is faith, to receive His gifts and to reverence Him as the One who is greater, from whom all blessings flow.
In Jesus, God serves you and puts your needs above his own.
You got served by God who did what was needed for you to be forgiven of sin and given righteousness and eternal life.
Go this week, in the power of the Holy Spirit, and be the humble servant of all, demonstrating the love of God in Jesus Christ that helps not hurts.
This is the Word of God for you today.
This is the Grace of God for you today.
Amen.
Pastor Fred Scragg V.
March 17, 2024.
Prayer: Lord, grant me humility to receive Your gifts and to serve others. In Jesus’ name. Amen.