Mark 1.29-39

“I’m one step closer to the edge

And I’m about to break.”

Back in the late 1990s, I sat in what was then called Giant’s Stadium, in New Jersey, while 80,000 people sang these words at the top of their lungs to Linkin Park’s nu-metal hit.

It was in the middle of that crowd, on that hot summer day, at that all day music festival, before the thought of pastoring ever entered my mind, that something strange happened.  As the crowd was repeating the chorus, “I’m one step closer to the edge, and I’m about to break,” I was clearly led to think, “You have to help these people!”  Compassion welled up in my heart as I realized these words were not just some random words to a well written song, they were a generation’s cry for help.

Have you ever thought the words that were being sung that day inside your mind or spoken them out loud to a loved one or therapist?

I personally have to admit that as I deal with deep dark depression most days of my life, these words are not just some lyrics to a 30 year old song.  The words, “I’m one step closer to the edge, and I’m about to break,” are a daily thought and feeling that courses through my veins.

In that almost universal cry for help in the midst of the troubles of life, a deep desire for someone to come along us and assure us that, “everything’s going to be OK,” is wanted.

It’s like our soul wants someone to say, “Come to me, you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”

Maybe you know this about me and maybe you don’t.  I love art.  I love art so much that one of my degrees is in Art History with a concentration in Gothic Architecture.

This week, while feeding the fire of that love by reading a biography of Lilias Trotter, the late 19th Century/early 20th Century British artist, who eventually set her art career aside to become a Christian missionary in Algeria, I was taken aback by the compassion for the sick, hurting, and lost that drove her daily habits.

The biographer shared this:

Lilias was thirty-four when she stepped off the boat. Her and her companions’ first ministry contact came through ministering to the women and children in the slums of Algiers.  They were the first European women many of the Algerians women had ever seen.  The place women occupied in that country at that time was not pretty.  Many were married off when they were ten to twelve years old, taken into a harem, and then discarded for younger wives once they bore some children and got a little older.  These women, many in their early twenties and with their whole lives ahead of them, became destitute.  Lilias would gather them and teach them stories from the Bible and help care for their children.  She wanted to help these women develop some kind of economic independence so they could live on their own, apart from their fathers’ and former husbands’ homes.  So Lilias provided classes to teach them remarkable skills, much like her work with the women of London.  In her mind, she wasn’t trying to start a movement; she was just trying to respond to a need she saw that was happening right in front of her.

Lilas’ aesthetic eye served her well in those early months.  She regarded the country and people of Algeria as utterly beautiful.  She wrote in her diary, ‘Oh how good it is that I have been sent her to see such beauty.’  She loved the place.  Her journals were filled with small paintings of people and places, put down for no one’s sake but her own.  She wanted to capture the beauty of those she had come to serve.”

In our Biblical text for this morning, chosen for us by the lectionary for this Fifth Sunday After Epiphany, the disciple Mark records for us a piece of history that involves Jesus looking at the people around him, seeing their great need because of their struggles, hardships, and sin, and offering them help and guidance because he had compassion on them, like Lilias Trotter had on the destitute women in Algeria.

Let’s here from the disciple Mark’s biography of Jesus now.

Mark 1:29–39 tell us this:

[29] And immediately he left the synagogue and entered the house of Simon and Andrew, with James and John. [30] Now Simon’s mother-in-law lay ill with a fever, and immediately they told him about her. [31] And he came and took her by the hand and lifted her up, and the fever left her, and she began to serve them.

[32] That evening at sundown they brought to him all who were sick or oppressed by demons. [33] And the whole city was gathered together at the door. [34] And he healed many who were sick with various diseases, and cast out many demons. And he would not permit the demons to speak, because they knew him.

[35] And rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed. [36] And Simon and those who were with him searched for him, [37] and they found him and said to him, “Everyone is looking for you.” [38] And he said to them, “Let us go on to the next towns, that I may preach there also, for that is why I came out.” [39] And he went throughout all Galilee, preaching in their synagogues and casting out demons. (ESV)

Our Biblical text for his morning tells us that Jesus came into contact with many people and did many miracles to help those people that were hurting and helpless.  Jesus’ miracles turned things around for the hurting and helpless by providing healing and hope in every situation.

For those of you that were in Bible study last week, some of this is going to sound familiar.

Jesus’ preaching and miracles served four purposes.

First, Jesus’ miracles fulfilled Scripture’s prophecy.

Speaking of the things that God’s Messiah Savior would do, the prophet Isaiah says this:

[5] Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened,

and the ears of the deaf unstopped;

[6] then shall the lame man leap like a deer,

and the tongue of the mute sing for joy.

For waters break forth in the wilderness,

and streams in the desert; (Isaiah 35:5–6, ESV)

And:

[1] The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me,

because the LORD has anointed me

to bring good news to the poor;

he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,

to proclaim liberty to the captives,

and the opening of the prison to those who are bound;

[2] to proclaim the year of the LORD’s favor,

and the day of vengeance of our God;

to comfort all who mourn; (Isaiah 61:1–2, ESV)

Second, the performing of these exact miracles proved that He was the Messiah Savior.

Simply put, Jesus did the things that God said He would do before Jesus did them.  This confirmed that Jesus alone fulfilled the requirements set forth by God for the Messiah Savior.

Third, the miracles brought people to faith in Him as God’s Messiah Savior.

And, fourth, they demonstrated God’s outpouring of COMPASSION and love for his people.

Jesus’ healing miracles are reminders of the restoration He brings to His fallen creatures.  Just as the lame person could walk, the blind person could see, and the deaf hear, at Jesus’ return al the ailments that afflict our bodies will be instantly healed, and we will leave before Him in perfect health in our resurrected bodies.

That why the disciple John vision and description of Heaven includes this:

[1] Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. [2] And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. [3] And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. [4] He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” (Revelation 21:1–4, ESV)

Miracles were not a magic show to, “Wow the audience.”

Miracles were a direct demonstration of God’s love for you through the person and work of His Son, Jesus Christ.

Miracles were a direct communication to you from God in which he says, “I see you.  I know your hurt, pain, and struggle.  I know your brokenness and helplessness.  But, I got you.  I am with you.  I am working in you and through you and for you always.  

Through Jesus, I will heal you and help you today, tomorrow, and forever, by forgiving you of your sin through Jesus’ death on the cross, giving you a perfect record of obeying every one of my commands by crediting Jesus’ life to your account, and I will welcome you home into Heaven through Jesus’ resurrection from the dead.  Jesus life, death, and resurrection are now your life, death, and resurrection!”

In every miracle that Jesus performs, there is compassion for the one receiving the benefits of the miracle, and there is 

compassion for you who hear about these miracles past because they point to the ultimate miracle that Jesus performed for you—

a perfectly lived life when measured against God’s standards for life and love 

leading him to be the perfect sacrifice to take your place on the cross 

to perfectly take all of your sins and give you all of his Godly perfection

and then rising from the grave to perfectly defeat the power of sin and death in order to open the gates of Heaven for you.

Everything Jesus did and continues to do demonstrates God’s compassion towards you.

As I continue to study artists and their artwork, it is common to hear that many people find themselves put off by the different forms of modern art. 

When the people witness modern art or listen to depressing modern music and am tempted to write it off (or worse, to find it amusing), we should think of the words of Francis Schaffer, the 20th Century American theologian, philosopher, and Presbyterian pastor.  He said this:

These paintings, these poems, and these demonstrations which we have been talking about are the expressions of men [and women] who are struggling with their appalling lostness. Dare we laugh at such things? Dare we feel superior when we view their tortured expressions in their art?

Christians should stop laughing and take such men [and women] seriously. Then we shall have the right to speak again to our generation. These men are dying while they live, yet where is our compassion for them? There is nothing more ugly than an orthodoxy without understanding or without compassion.”

When we view works of of art, the work is inseparable from the artist.  Art is borne out of the artists life experiences which more often than not include struggle and hardship.

Knowing this and recognizing this struggle and hardship helps us understand what the artist has produced as either an explanation of those struggles and hardships or the hope that they have despite those struggles and hardships.  Understanding the person and their needs helps us to have compassion on the things they say, do, and create.

According to an old Jewish story, once upon a time there was a four-year-old boy named Mortakai who refused to attend school and study Hebrew. Whenever his parents tried to immerse his mind in the Torah [or the Word of God], he would sneak away and play on the swing set. Every form of persuasion failed. Mortakai remained stubborn and defiant. The exasperated parents even brought him to a famous psychiatrist, but that also proved futile. Nothing changed the young boy’s heart, which seemed to grow more distant, lonely, and hardened every week.

Finally, in utter desperation, Mortakai’s parents brought him to the local rabbi, a warm and wise spiritual guide. As the parents explained their plight, pouring out their frustration and despair, the rabbi listened intently. Without saying a word, he gently picked up Mortakai, took him in his arms and held him close to his chest. The rabbi held Mortakai close enough and tight enough so the young boy could feel the safe, rhythmic beating of the rabbi’s heart. Then, still without a word, he gently handed the child back to his parents. From that point on, Mortakai listened to his parents, studied the Torah and, when it was appropriate, he also slipped away to play on the swing set.

Compassion changes a person.

In this old Jewish tale, the rabbi’s compassion made the young boy feel heard, understood, cared for, and safe.  The rabbit did this by bringing the boy close enough to feel his touch and to set their hearts in the same exact motion.

In our Biblical text for this morning, Jesus has compassion on the sick, hurting, and helpless making them feel heard, understood, cared for, and safe.  Jesus did this by drawing close to them so that they could feel God’s touch and have their hearts set into the same compassionate rhythm of their healer.

Although the world considered the troubled outcasts of society, Jesus saw a beauty in each one he had come to serve.

Through our Biblical text for this morning, Jesus let’s you know that he has compassion on you who find yourself troubled and helpless.  Jesus hears you, understands you, cares for you, and keeps you safe from being separated from God from this day forward. 

Rejoice this morning with the prophets Isaiah and Micah who exhort us with these words:

[13] Sing for joy, O heavens, and exult, O earth;

break forth, O mountains, into singing!

For the LORD has comforted his people

and will have compassion on his afflicted. 

(Isaiah 49:13, ESV)

[19] He will again have compassion on us;

he will tread our iniquities underfoot.

You will cast all our sins

into the depths of the sea. (Micah 7:19, ESV)

Although you often feel alone and different because of your troubles, Jesus sees a beauty in you, the one He has come to serve.

Jesus comes alongside of you and let’s you know that everything is going to be OK.  You are healed.  Your sins are forgiven.  And, Heaven is yours.

This week, when you cry out,

“I’m one step closer to the edge,

And I’m about to break,”

Hear Jesus who compassionately calls back to you, “Come to me, you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”

This is the Word of God for you today.

This is the Grace of God for you today.

Amen.

Pastor Fred Scragg V.

February 4, 2024.